bad day

today i was really sad. i was in pane from falling yesterday on my skateboard, i was wicked tired, matt was getting pretty pissed off at me because me and catherine were talking about him and this other girl and how they usta go out and we did not want him to hear, lexi is like totally ignoring me and mandy, felicia is annoying crap out of me and im hungry. so it wasnt too good.
whatever...life is life and i gotta deal with what comes my way, right? and on top of all that, i sat with matt on the bus today, and i was soo tired and upset i did not feel like doing anything. he noticed i was kinda sad so he tried to grab my knee and sqeeze it like a tickle spot or something, and then he kept grabbing at my sides to make me laugh. i was like "stop touching me!" but like i felt so helpless. i was too tired.
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    crappy crappy

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i think im going to apply for a job at TITOS, felicia works there and says that they are always looking for help. then courtney when i was getting off the bus, she was there out in service, says that kelly works at DANGELOS and they really need work. it would be cool to work with and get to know another JW. but i think TITOS would be more fun :)
yea and uh... i talked to paul moody on the bus, and he says he is now working at wendys!! OMG!!!! what is that?? are u joshing me?? yea, but anyway, come to find out, his uncle is the manager, so paul is going to talk to him and get him to let me work there.
whatever. we'll see what ends up happening. if it doesnt work out, then my eighth yr of summer fun in florida will happen. wahoo. yea, right
hm...im tired. i have to go to bed. i feel gross. i need a shower. fun....:)
oo, and i skateboarded today, and showed my dad how i can do an OLLIE, and this woman and her kid walk by, and they are like "can we watch you for a while?"
so they watched me FOREVER..and i fell a few times, did a split, bruised my leg, scratched my knees, and got a hole in my pants...great.
peace out, time to take a visit to my bed...ym!
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    my BEAUtiful voice with "cute without the E" - in my versioN

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the other day at school, during lunch period, me and lexi and emily went outsite cause it was raining. it was so beautiful. you cant even beleive it. it was amazing. i wish i could relive the moment cause it was AWESOME!! <333
danielle and her boyfriend, matt and catherine and maybe Joe is coming too- today...SOON! they want to visit me and talk cause im not going to the beach party...
im way too tired. i stayed up last night to watch LOST!! :) its awesome. so this morning, it wwas drizzling so when my alarm clock went off i decided i did not want to go out in service so i slept through it. BAD! so then, i had to make it up by going out in the afternoon cause i HAVE AN URGE!!! lol
gr...ALEXA WONT ANSWER HER PHONE!!!!!
bya!
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    exhausted exhausted

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i went out in service today. ryan was with us this time, and it was fun. we were talking about art and photography, and than he told me how he has to go shopping for a suit cause he is going to Jills formal party but that same day, My Chemical Romance is playing in providence. He said that I wanted to, he probably would nto have the time to go and I could have the tickets since I know a lot of people that are going. But then I had to reject them and tell him that I am not allowed to go to concerts till im like 20. bummer huh? I was kinda upset…so sad…tear tear. ;( yea, so anyway, yesterday last night I dropped off my application at Dunkin Donuts. At the bookstudy, everyone was talking to me and telling me what jobs I should apply for when finally it came. Nathan looks at me and says :”you should be a sleeping model for the certis!!” ha ha..very funny. Not. Anyway, I want to try and get an application for Vienna Bakery. Maybe I will. Today I took a profile picture for myspace. It was with me holding my guitar and singing into a microphone. It was good. I was happy. Now we have to get the film developed. Wwahoo..
Im tired. I have to go and finish my talk that im working on right now.
Peace out

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i just woke up like fifteen min. ago. we went out in service today and my nose was runny so carolin had givn me BENEDRIL. it mademy nose stop, but when i went out in service with daddy, max, ethan, and nathan, i was dying...they kept making fun of me! i was like sick and they were like "hahaha" ... :(..so sad, i kno. anyway, yesterday, i filled out an application to WENDYS. i tried TARGET, but the thing is is that u ahve to be sixteen. tear tear
myspace is awesome
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    exhausted exhausted

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i hate tenth grade. it sucks. i had lab today in bio and this kid is soo annoying, so i was talking to felicia from the other side of the room trying to block him out of my life, but hes so loud!! i was like "AHHHHH!!!" i was about to kill someone. lex wants me to add her to my myspace, so i might do that later.
god im tired. im going to target today so i can see if i can apply for a job, and i just found out that emilys ex just applied there the day i went in to get an application.
i have to work on my 8 famous ppl for spanish. i think ill do the lead singers frm fallout boy, linkon park, mae, mace, tbs, and i was thinking daphne loves derby too. idk. nobody is going to kno who they are, and my teacher is a phyco so i dont kno how this is going to work out...
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    cute without the e

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today we went to a baseball game with jessica and katie. it was alright i guess. nothing fancy or whatever, just a baseball game. the pawsox lost..they are losers. im getting married to joe in five years!!!! lol..i cant wait...lol

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tomorrow i am going out in service frm 9:30 to 11. then i am going home so dad can pick up katie and jessica and we can go to a baseball game. right now tho im soo tired. im like dying. i should go to bed, but i dont wanna :(

ugh...i feel gross. i think im gonna go and wash my face

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today was mikeys graduation. basically played volley ball the whole time. it was awesome. i think dru just likes to make my life miserable. i think its like a hobby of his. gr...
anyway, im tired. gonna go
later
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    hungry hungry

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IM SO TIRED...its 6:40..ive been up all night.
yesterday i got my braces on and missed my meeting cause the stupid dentist took over an hour past the time he said hed be done. dad was mad. when we got home maxine was freaking cause she was alone and dad did not bring his cell cause he thought hed just pick me up.
my teeth hurt SO badly!!!!! yeow~~~
going with mom later on today at ten. she is doing my hair, and alexs. fun
owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...it hurts.......
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    sore sore